urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautifulythin1 beautifulythin1 beautifulythin1 2004-07-18T02:45:15Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautifulythin1:1220 2004-07-18T02:45:15Z 2004-07-18T02:45:15Z ♥ <br /><br />for this i am special urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautifulythin1:807 2004-07-16T17:47:25Z 2004-07-16T17:47:25Z Okay I have been okay latley. BUt last night I had complete motivation because my aunt was like we both really need to lose weight and i was like BITCH fuck you. so i went up stairs weighed myself and found a few rubber bands. my arm is a bit red but it really works. I WILL be 135 by Sep. 1. I will damnt. Rightnow im like 160. But i can do it . I swaer. I have yet to check out posts on Ana_bella. That is such thinspiration. well i must go .. <br />peace<br />~beautifulythin1 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautifulythin1:534 2004-07-03T16:02:01Z 2004-07-03T16:02:01Z My dates are all wonky. The date form the last post is June 3rd, 2004 and today is June 4th. yay. okay. I'm wierd. I have't really eaten anyting since wednesday. I HAD to eat pizza yesterday but i went in the bathroom and purged that up. THen for dinner I whipped my mouth a lot with the napkin and secretly was putting all my meat in the napkin. I did have some tomatoes and i felt guilty so i purged those up. You have to remind me not to eat tomatoes because they are assidic and hurt like hell when they come back up your throat. Lets see i had milk this morning but i have to eat breakfast so i guess the milk will come up with the breakfast. My nails are painted the right way and i made a crap red ring for my ring finger. yay. and i have met some awesome awesome peopple on ana_belle. Nobody knows abouut this livejournal except a few of my friends and everyone from ana_belle. <br /><br />Good luck everybody. Hang in there. Add me? And also feel free to IM me @ buzzzbee88 because I need people to continue my fast with. <br /><br />&lt;3,<br />Beatifulythin1<br /><br />This journal is ugly right now. But i am making it prettier. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beautifulythin1:491 2004-07-03T03:57:51Z 2004-07-03T03:57:51Z This is a new journal. I have decided I can't trust as many people as I thought. I can think of two people I can trust this journal with. For that.. <br /><br />I love you